I'll Always Be Me.. :)

Friday, September 27, 2013

Betrayel? Thank you. :)

Putting up my best fake smile and turn to face tomorrow. What has been done cannot be undone. What more can I do? It's useless for me to cry over spilt milk.
Thank you for EVER being my friend.
Thank you for EVER standing up for me.
Thank you for EVER being there for me.
Thank you for everything.
I will still be standing.
I will still be staying strong.
Words are just words. They can't hurt me, right? Say whatever you want. Sometimes, they just makes me stronger. Thank you once again.

Monday, June 17, 2013

So many things I wanted to tell you but I never did dared...

I closed my eyes,
And collapsed into the little imaginary world of mine:

"You're there with me
We stood the in silence,
Surrounded by every wonderful things ever existed.
'I love you' you whispered.
I want to tell you how much I love you and how much I missed you,
But instead I answered you with silence.
Let's enjoy this moment for a little while,
Before the cruel world pulls me back to reality.."
I never wanted to leave my world.
I don't want to go back.

Friday, May 17, 2013

I miss you... So much... :'(

The jokes we laughed at church,
The day you gave me my birthday present,
The dinner at the Masquerade ball,
The T4 we went out together to have...

All these sweet, SWEET memories you left me... All these little flash backs... I felt hot tears running down my cheek... I miss you... I miss you so, SO much....

"Then it all sounds like ooohhh...
Mmmm.. Too young too dumb to realise
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hands
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance"

This part reminds me of you the most... I regreted... Regreted that night.... I should have taken your held out hand.... I should have... But now it's all too late... You're gone... And I miss you a lot... :'(

Sunday, January 13, 2013

吃醋了。。。

Saturday, January 5, 2013

面对面问？我不敢。。。

一想到你与你的前女友，
我就觉得有些不舒服。。。
她。。
到底是个怎样的女孩。。？
每一次想到她，
我都会有一种你还爱着她的感觉。。。
你不会。。
是在我身上寻找她的影子吧。。。？
-用力摇头-
不会的！不会的！！
那。。。
你还爱着她吗。。？
看你们在一起的样子。。
很开心，很甜蜜啊。。。
可是为什么会分手呢。。。？
Nyaaa!!!
头脑好乱哦。。。
全部都是这些莫名其妙的问题。。。。
好想坦坦白白地，
面对面问你这些问题哦。。。
可是又不敢。。。
把这些问题藏在心里的感觉，，
好痛苦哟。。:'(

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Today's 2013!!! Happy New Year everyone!! Weee~~
So yeah,, I'm gonna miss 2012!! TT^TT
Anyways,,
MUST STAY HAPPY IN THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIGHT PMR!! GO! GO! GO!!!! xD
Idk what to write liaw... Haha~ Bye~ Happy New Year ya!! ❤

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Fun in KL.. ❤

Just came back from KL... So exhausting man... Bur I had a lot of fun.. xD

ICE-CREAM!!!!! ❤

Weee~ ❤

Christmas night~ ❤

Pretty mahhh?? xD ❤

My da shao, me, mum and dad in the elevator... xD ❤

Mum, me and da shao~ ❤

Roti canai breakfast!!! ❤

My big bro, mum, me and da shao~ ❤

Mum and big bro~ They look alike! ❤

Three so highs! xD ❤

Family~ ❤

Behind the door in IKEA.... xD ❤

We're cute~ :P ❤

Me and my dad... ❤

I WAS IN THE IKEA ZOO!! xD ❤

Eating at Madam Kwan's, KLCC.. ❤

Outside Madam KKwan's, KLCC.. ❤

Before and after at Madam Kwan's, KLCC... xD ❤

I'M STILL YOUNG!! Pushing Tesco baby trolly... xD ❤

I have no idea what that thing is,, BUT IT'S PURPLE!!! ❤

CHATIME!!! ❤

Ice rank... I wan go ice skating... TT_TT

Me and my mum.. ❤

Cute kah? xD ❤

Dinner at Pulau Ketam.. ALL SEAFOOD!!! ❤

On the boat on our way back from Pulau Ketam.. ❤

Dinner in a top listed restaurant in KLCC... ❤

Look at my nails!! ❤

Me and my second bro.. ❤

Testing the red wine... Smells nice.. Mmm.. ❤

KLCC!! ❤

Chinoz.. The top listed restaurant.. ❤

Medi and pericure-ing.. xD❤

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Finally reached KL!!!!

..... After a two hour flight, FINALLY! I reached KL!!! ><
Omg.. I'm missing friends from Miri dy.... Haha....xD
Did u all miss me???? Weeeee~
Gonna take many many photo and post it onto fb and blog... Wait for me ya!!!!!

Monday, December 10, 2012

I MISS YOUTH CONVENTION!!!!!!!!

Ngawww... I really, really, REALLY miss all hoggers..

Can we decide one day and one place to meet up?

I WANT TO SEE YOU ALL!!!

Just by looking at the pictures from the convention, tears started streaming down my cheek..

NGAWWWW!!! I MISS YOU ALL!!! I WANT HUGGIES!!!!

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Methodist Youth Convention 2012 ❤

I went to Youth Convention from 3rd December till 7th December... I had lots and lots of fun there! Before going to the convention, I was only thinking of having fun there.. But.. I didn;t only had fun... I felt the presence of God... I'd never felt that way before, SERIOUSLY! I cried during every testemonies and every sharings from Pastor Arnold... I want to thank him SO SO much... The crying wasn't like the cryings that we have when we are sad.. It's peaceful, loving... And there, I also met a lot of brothers and sisters in Christ that thought me a lot.. Especially for my group leader (In the convention, I'm in group Simon, by the way), Adrian.. Well, I kept writing his name wrongly.. Instead of "Adrian", I wrote AdrAIn"... So sorry, Adrian... Haha.. ❤

And Samantha.. You were so so caring... You're just like a big sister to me.. Thank you for taking care of me.. I know I was very very naughty during the convention.. It's was a hard time for you to take care of me.. Sorry... >w< ❤

I want to thank all the group members.. I had a lot of fun with you guys and girls.. I miss you guys ang girls so so much... Let's just pray that the Lord will dive us a chance that we might meet again.. And I'm also sorry if I've brought any troubles to you all during the convention.. Thank you all once again.. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! ❤