hate you very much!!!!

hate you very much!!!

Traitor

u such an idiotz...!!

• I was fine before you walked into my life...!!
• I hate ur style ur voice n ur smile..
• I hate to see you coz the more I see you..!!
• da more I think about you..!!
• I hate you when I’m feeling lonely...!!
• I hate you when I try to get close to you...
• coz you never understand me...!!
• I hate you coz no matter how hard I try...
• I cannot get you out of my mind...!!
• I hate you coz da truth is dat I can’t hate you any more..
• I hate you coz you don’t know how much i love u

u're da one who broke my heart..!!

u're da reason my world fell apart..!!

u're da one dat made me cry..!!

n yet,i'm still in love with u

n i don know y??

I am Steph… and I am here just to express my feelings in simple words from my soul… from my heart. I wished I could say lot things, but the silence, inside me, keeps me like a prisoner from myself and my thoughts. Thank you to be here, and read some of my words, I will try to make you feel, what I feel with those words.

emo...

Laying in my memories

Feeling lonely and sad

I die with every word

Full of loneliness.

Suddenly, my soul awakens

From a deep sleep,

My fears hold me

My tears fade,

I am not the same anymore.

Your absence hurts

Your absence torments me

There is nothing without you.

Just an empty memory,

Lost in a word,

That I don’t quite remember yet.

.

Don't love you anymore... :')

My smile is fake…

My life is empty…

I am still trying to join
my broken heart,
but I can’t,
you broke my heart
into tiny pieces of indifference.

tears falling from my eyes
covering my cheeks
breaking my hopes
killing my love.

no even my blood
running in my writs
can’t stand this pain
you did…

with just one sentence
coming from your precious lips…

“don’t love u, anymore..”

sometimes, I am no real,
sometimes, I feel empty
sometimes, days are so lonely…
but, every time, I discover
my eyes get a shine light
with a tear telling me…
there is still one hope.

hope in a knife
that through my wrist
and give me peace and love,
loneliness and resentment.

...

Yup… I’ve done it again…I’ve spoilt our relationship again… How I wish it never happen!! How I wish I coud go back in time, and change, to correct my actions…I look into his eyes… To look for some console… But… The looks… It’s like… Asking me to back off!! Asking me to never speak to him again… I wanted to stop thinkind about it.. But.. Everytime, I failed… What should I do?? Can anyone tell me…?